Things that have saved my life

magic

rain

the sound of that train a mile away

Fix You by Coldplay

seatbelts

the beach

CPS

beef jerky

plane tickets

homes

my mother(s)

adoptees

movie scores

singing

lists for everything

fantasy

hash

Kool-aid

poetry

insincere apologies, forgiven anyway

the old green Mazda

running

Shabbos candles

seeing things

black clothes- torn and hooded

hot tea

closed doors

inertia